Empire of Positive

She was just a girl trying to find her place in this world. She didn't have home just a house, but that wasn't enough. She went from her house to try to find a home in someone else not knowing that within herself she has everything she needs. She built homes in temporaly people only to realize that the bones she used as a walls were to soft to hold anything more than a one heart. She left that "home" too. She wanted safe place since she didn't have one, because when she was a little child she was always in fear of being left.  Everytime someone would walked out of their front doors she feared she wouldn't see them anymore. She was always in search, but one day she sat by the river, with wind in her hair and sun that was her light, she realized how foolish she was to even think she can build a home in someone as temporaly as weather.  So she started picking her pieces putting them together so she can build solid home. Her bones were walls,...

White lies what are those, did you heard for it? White lies we tell to the person that we don't want to hurt, but are they really good and helpful, but also can we protect someone from this harsh reality. Most of us tries and fails too, that's sad tho, because "The path paved with good intentions leads to hell" and we can't just escape from truth, reason is simple " the truth shall set you free". Maybe in the begining it would hurt but there is always a light at the end of a tunnel, sun after rain. Maybe in all this process of protecting others feelings we get caried away, soon there is second lie, and third one and so on and on, soon we are in this labirinth of lies trying to find exit, we are screaming for help, but no one can hear us, eventually we find ourselves in a dark corner wishing we didn't say those lies but now it's too late because you kind of know that if you admit everything that you will lose that person and you don...

Once I read a quote instead writing your goodbye letter try writing letter to life. So I tried and the feeling was amazing. Couple of times I was on the edge looking at the deep black hole writing my goodbye letter. They were all kind of diffrent, but same. They were all morbid and they shared the same goal. Sometimes I would find them and I would read them, and something inside was dying too, making me cry. But than I realized why would I do that to myself and others?  So I tried writing letter to life and the feeling was AMAZING. It goes something like this... Right now I am imagine myself on some place beautiful, some place special, it's sunny day and I am enjoying the wonderful view while listening to bird song. I can see my children playing with the love of my life, my dear husband. I also see myself making my dream come true as a succesful writer with my bestseller books. My friends are here too, and we are all together remembering the days we used to spend ha...

Love is not a word it's not something you will just say.Love is the feeling, that creates upon our skin, grows into our hearts until it's find strenght to say "I love you". I mean, love is one of a kind, love can either save you or kill you, there is no between. You can't predict love, you can't  force somebody to be in love with you it's like trying to make oxygen from nitrogen, it doesn't make sense. And the tricky apart about it is that you can never stop loving somebody, you will always look for the parts of them in someone else, you will always recognize the perfume that they had on their skin, or the touch of their soft lips or the smell of their hair, the way you hugged with them, that is ireplaceable.THAT is UNIQUE. The point is that love makes us humans, love give us purpose and when you imagine love don't imagine it like a fary tale because it is not, it's even better but it requirs hard work, it requirs to be put on a test it DEMAND...

We are breathing,eating,sleeping,smiling every day but are we living the life.People will say you are breathing that means that you are alive,that you living your life.But do you really living your life? Each and every day for us is new opportunity,new oppurtunitty for living your life,for making new memories,expiriences but at the end of the day we are making decision about how we want to spend our life.If you think that breathing eating... is living the life you are wrong.That kinds of things are making us live but not making us living the life.Life is such a incredible journey,with so many chances,lessons,memories,yet  sometimes we tend to forget about living,enjoing life.Life is really simple but we are making it complicated,life is also very short so don't wake up with regret,don't wake up with thoughts I wish I had done or say something don't think about that you can't go back so why waste your time regreting past is past you can't turn back time.Each day is ...

Life... constant circle of pain,happiness,sadness and of course lessons.In order to feel revival we have to touch the bottom,not always but most of the time.Revival is most beautiful thing that you can feel,live it gives you so much power that is unbelieveble.You feel like you can  dismay world.But you can never go through the revival if you are not ready,you have to set your mind that means no more negative thoughts only positive,where you once saw the clouds now you have to see Sun.It's not easy but the feeling you get afterwards is extraordinary,it's really worth it.And revival is not just an emotional touch it's complete takeover,it lifts your soul higher that you can imagine,when you feel revival you get that feeling llike you are just born.Before revival you might think of yourself like you are not worth it,like you are damage goods,but after it you see that you were wrong whole time you started telling yourselg be even greater,happiness is key,you...

And you,used to be my everything,my smile,cry,my light and dark.You were the only person that I thought that will stay by my side forever,but I was wrong.I was wrong but also stupid to ever think that you care for me...But now when I look back all I see is pain...I see pain of holding onto something that wasn't even real.I also see wonderful memorise that we created together,but now they only causing pain.I tried not to think about it,but silence was killer too.And I guess I don't want to get attached to anyone anymore.It only destroys me in the end.Now all I see that fellings are fading slowly,yet painfully,but I'm glad that I've been through all that because I learn some lifetime lessons.And when they asked me what's wrong I will tell nothing,it's alright but the truth is that inside I'm dying.You know that felling when you are laughing with a group of friends one second,but two seconds later you have that distant look in your eyes;three seconds lat...