Making home out of your own bones


Slikovni rezultat za lana del rey home quotes






She was just a girl trying to find her place in this world. She didn't have home just a house, but that wasn't enough.

She went from her house to try to find a home in someone else not knowing that within herself she has everything she needs.

She built homes in temporaly people only to realize that the bones she used as a walls were to soft to hold anything more than a one heart.

She left that "home" too. She wanted safe place since she didn't have one, because when she was a little child she was always in fear of being left.

 Everytime someone would walked out of their front doors she feared she wouldn't see them anymore. She was always in search, but one day she sat by the river, with wind in her hair and sun that was her light, she realized how foolish she was to even think she can build a home in someone as temporaly as weather.

 So she started picking her pieces putting them together so she can build solid home. Her bones were walls, her spine carried the weight of her problems unwilling to break, and her heart was most important thing. It didn't stopped beating, not even once, they were all impatient to see new colors onthe sky in the morning or to hear new songs that birds created, and her eyes never stopped looking for beauty even in things that were plain.

 She had that great strenght to love ordinary things, it's easy to love beautiful things, but to love ordinary, that's even better. For example she loved rocks, she loved the colors of it, the texture of it, how strong rocks are, but also how they can easily be broken. That metaphor she used on people. We are all strong but behind that mask we are all fragile beings trying to be understood by someone, trying to be seen without our mask. Afterwards even the strongest have their Achilles heel. She made temple out of her bones, she cheerished everyday with same happiness, she had that spark in her eyes, she was so effortlessly herself and world loved her for that.

Slikovni rezultat za lana del rey home quotes


Slikovni rezultat za When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing how I had been living, they asked me why, but there’s no use in talking to people who have a home

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