Letter to life

Once I read a quote instead writing your goodbye letter try writing letter to life. So I tried and the feeling was amazing.

Couple of times I was on the edge looking at the deep black hole writing my goodbye letter. They were all kind of diffrent, but same. They were all morbid and they shared the same goal. Sometimes I would find them and I would read them, and something inside was dying too, making me cry. But than I realized why would I do that to myself and others? 

So I tried writing letter to life and the feeling was AMAZING.
It goes something like this...
Right now I am imagine myself on some place beautiful, some place special, it's sunny day and I am enjoying the wonderful view while listening to bird song. I can see my children playing with the love of my life, my dear husband. I also see myself making my dream come true as a succesful writer with my bestseller books. My friends are here too, and we are all together remembering the days we used to spend hanging out and doing all kinds of crazy shits. I could see myself in a water reflection being so damn proud of myself, but also thankful that I didn't gave up in a times where I was on the edge. My life is fullified with people that mean the world to me, and somehow that's the most important thing here on this world. I see the people that left this place, and they are my light that guide my path. Those people are always in my mind, they are the people who urge me to better person every day.

So don't give up any of you don't please don't because life is so more than we can see it's a beautiful contradiction where beauty meets ugly and the other way around. When you feel lonely you can always reach out to me or the person that cares for you and I know you have atleast one person that cares for you. All of you are strong and beautiful with higher purpose you can imagine so if you ever leave this world, Earth will become one crappy place filled with sadness. I know that one your smile could light up whole world and put many hearts on fire. You are kind and lovely soul that will always look good in bad, that would go through this world brave, with head high up, being so damn invincible the others will be jelaous. They will be strong with still kind hearts that were broken many times , but not again. In one point you will find person that deserves all of you, your smile, kind heart and soul so happy that will make everyone else happy. When you find that person you will know, hold on to that person, because they deserve you and you deserve them. "Life is worth living so live another day"

YOU ARE MY HEROES DON'T FORGET THAT. :)

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