Feelings fade

Slikovni rezultat za feelings fade


And you,used to be my everything,my smile,cry,my light and dark.You were the only person that I thought that will stay by my side forever,but I was wrong.I was wrong but also stupid to ever think that you care for me...But now when I look back all I see is pain...I see pain of holding onto something that wasn't even real.I also see wonderful memorise that we created together,but now they only causing pain.I tried not to think about it,but silence was killer too.And I guess I don't want to get attached to anyone anymore.It only destroys me in the end.Now all I see that fellings are fading slowly,yet painfully,but I'm glad that I've been through all that because I learn some lifetime lessons.And when they asked me what's wrong I will tell nothing,it's alright but the truth is that inside I'm dying.You know that felling when you are laughing with a group of friends one second,but two seconds later you have that distant look in your eyes;three seconds later you have no track of the conservation,four seconds later you wish that you are anywhere but there,five seconds later you are forcing your smile pretending you know whats going on,when really you are caught up with all the thoughts in your broken head.And people are starting to see that you are drifting away,that you are caught up in your thoughts,they will ask you whats wrong and you will say nothing or maybe you will explode,in that moment you will break like house of cards,and something like that happens once in a blue moon,because you taught yourself that you have to wipe your own tears,that you have to pull back yourself and in the end you know you have to keep going 'cuz there is no one to rub your back while saying it will get better,and your emotions will explode like big bang.You will finally break,you will let erything that goes in your head or heart.But that's okay,sometimes you just have to let it all out,sometimes you have to break like universe to become something magnificent.And you have that strange feeling when you want talk about your emotions but you just can't,you can't explain them...even when you try your best.Now all I see,all you see is that feelings are fading,and even if they say sorry things could never be the same.After everything, you made a decision about not carying anymore,you realize that some people don't care and they'll never wiil,you also realize whats the point of being everything for everybody  when at the end you only get hurt.Feelings fade,people change but LIFE GOES ON !                                    
                                                                                                  
                                                                                     

Slikovni rezultat za feelings fade

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