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White lies

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White lies what are those, did you heard for it? White lies we tell to the person that we don't want to hurt, but are they really good and helpful, but also can we protect someone from this harsh reality. Most of us tries and fails too, that's sad tho, because "The path paved with good intentions leads to hell" and we can't just escape from truth, reason is simple " the truth shall set you free". Maybe in the begining it would hurt but there is always a light at the end of a tunnel, sun after rain. Maybe in all this process of protecting others feelings we get caried away, soon there is second lie, and third one and so on and on, soon we are in this labirinth of lies trying to find exit, we are screaming for help, but no one can hear us, eventually we find ourselves in a dark corner wishing we didn't say those lies but now it's too late because you kind of know that if you admit everything that you will lose that person and you don...

Letter to life

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Once I read a quote instead writing your goodbye letter try writing letter to life. So I tried and the feeling was amazing. Couple of times I was on the edge looking at the deep black hole writing my goodbye letter. They were all kind of diffrent, but same. They were all morbid and they shared the same goal. Sometimes I would find them and I would read them, and something inside was dying too, making me cry. But than I realized why would I do that to myself and others?  So I tried writing letter to life and the feeling was AMAZING. It goes something like this... Right now I am imagine myself on some place beautiful, some place special, it's sunny day and I am enjoying the wonderful view while listening to bird song. I can see my children playing with the love of my life, my dear husband. I also see myself making my dream come true as a succesful writer with my bestseller books. My friends are here too, and we are all together remembering the days we used to spend ha...